HollyBully over at Four Mares, No Money asks: What has been the most fearful moment you have ever experienced with a horse?
My most fearful moments with horses are pretty standard. The first year I was riding with my trainer, she asked if I wanted to exercise Aught, another boarder’s 15 year old OTTB who needed to get out. He was lovely the first time I rode, but the second time the other rider exercising him had changed his bit, and he decided all the puddles in the arena required LEAPING over!! This turned into a bit of a flat out gallop, where every time I got him back under control we would come upon another puddle. I made the choice to bail, and he immediately stopped and looked at me all “what are you doing on the ground?”
The other big scary one was this year when we were clipping Murray. He was having a terrible day already, and after we got the twitch on him he went kinda catatonic (twitches work almost too well on him). His right hindquarter was leaning against a corner, hoof propped up, and in his semi-catatonic state his front legs were starting to buckle — his balance was seriously off. His knee finally bent properly and as his face dropped towards the ground he terrified himself, and reared so high. Seriously, I didn’t know this horse was that tall. He did nothing when he came back down, but the fraction of a second involving his “fall” and rear knocked the clipper to the side (fortunately) and left my heart pounding.
Both of these things were scary, there’s no doubt. But I have to say, in terms of legitimate fear, my scary experiences with horses rank low. This is in no way because I’m so experienced around horses or such a good rider that I have nothing left to fear (that would be really stupid), but simply because I’ve had way, way scarier experiences in my life.
Like in Kenya. When I walked around on foot in Kenya. On foot, in the bush, in a wildlife preserve. Where I saw lions at least twice a week. Yet the lions were so not what scared me the most (though I did have one poop-your-pants moment with a lion).
On Hallowe’en of 2012 I was doing my standard behavioral observation route walking in the visitor area of the chimpanzee sanctuary I worked at, though it was closed to visitors at the time and I was alone there. The visitor area included a small “cutout” into the chimp enclosure that was fenced just for the visitors, imagine a small rectangle inside a really big (1 square kilometer) square enclosure. Anyway, I was in this visitor area, and had walked down a fenceline that was about 150 meters long, and had gotten to the corner. I hadn’t seen any chimps yet, but that wasn’t particularly surprising, it was warm and they were usually resting during the heat of the day.
I hit the inside corner, and looked into the enclosure to see two chimps meandering down towards me. I stopped to take some data, and turned to the right after I did so. What I saw there was what terrified me. The rest of the group of chimps, all 21 of them, were sitting in the shade not 20 meters down the fence, and Alley, the escape artist extraordinaire was sitting on two logs that she had propped up against the electric fence and working on opening up a hole with a third stick. The two logs were dragging some wires down, and Alley was using a stick to twist together the wires at her eye-level so that a hole was opening up in front of her. As I watched, she twisted one more time and the hole got bigger. Alley could easily have jumped through that hole, but her fear of the electricity (that fence was HOT, I accidentally touched it several times) must have compelled her to open it further.
I had two choices. I could pass the chimps and their giant hole and jump in the river just 30 meters away — my first instinct given how open the fence was — or run back the way I came and try to make it to my car before the chimps did. My car was half a mile away. On the one hand, the chimps were guaranteed not to go into the river. Of course, the river had hippos. And someone saw a crocodile there once. And there was always the possibility that seeing me pass the hole would compel the chimps to either jump out sooner, or make a grab at me. And my equipment was NOT waterproof — and it was heavy. There was zero chance I could run faster than a chimp, but running seemed like my best choice. I decided to run.
I immediately called the head of the chimp sanctuary, and told the volunteer I had with me to go back the way we came. Oh, yes, I had a volunteer with me. A completely inexperienced twenty year old with zero common sense. “Run” I told her, while the phone rang. “RUN!!”
On the phone, I screamed at the head of the sanctuary when he answered. “The chimps are escaping right now.”
“What?” he responded, confused.
“ALLEY MADE A HOLE IN THE WALKWAY AND THE CHIMPS ARE ESCAPING RIGHT NOW.”
“Okay we are coming! You run away!”
“I AM RUNNING!” I yelled as I hauled ass.
Please don’t bite me with those.
I ran like I have never run before. I was carrying close to 20 pounds of equipment and I didn’t drop any of it (though my water bottle did bounce out of the pocket of my backpack in my flight). I ran past my lungs burning and my thighs screaming. My assistant stopped running and started walking and looking behind her. I screamed at her and kept running — damned if I would get caught. Every rustle of a bush beside me was Ndaronse ready to leap on me. Every creaking tree branch was Ali Kaka climbing above me. Somehow I made it back to the door of the visitor area — only about 200 meters — and I slammed and latched the door behind me (once slowpoke was through). That wouldn’t stop the chimps for long, but it would stop them for a second. (This answers my age-old horror story conundrum: do you pause to close the doors when being chased? Apparently yes.) Then I ran the rest of the way to my car, jumped in, and started it up, and drove over to where my stupid volunteer tail was barely jogging back up to me.
Instead of just driving away, I took a back road back to the chimps night house. One of the caregivers was there unloading the week’s groceries that had been picked up that day, and the caregiver that had been on duty was walking up the fenceline to check the enclosure for safety before the visitors started to arrive in 20 minutes or so. Through my binoculars you could clearly see the logs Alley had propped up on the fence, but it wasn’t clear if she was still there or not. Stephen started yelling at the chimps to come back to the night house, calling “CHOKULA CHOKULA CHOKULA” (food!). I phoned the caregiver walking up the fence to warn him, and by the time he arrived at the visitor area the rest of the caregivers had gotten there by car from their lunch break.
Probably the only chimp who WOULDN’T have beaten me up… and I mean the big one, not the little one. The baby was mean.
The caregivers swarmed the visitors area, and I was pretty sure I saw at least one chimp jump back through the hole (I wasn’t using my binos at the time). They kept the visitor area closed for the afternoon, my water bottle and cap were retrieved unscathed, and I got several big hugs from the caregivers who were extremely glad to see me safe after the whole ordeal was done with.
I have since learned that it’s not really so terrifying to be faced with a few escaped chimps, though a large group is much more unpredictable and worthy of fear. After the fact, there are a lot of what-ifs that run through my mind. If the caregivers hadn’t been watching a football match at the time, they wouldn’t have all been right next to the company vehicle and probably all of the chimps would have been loose in the visitors area by the time they got there. If I hadn’t gone there at that time, if I’d been just five minutes later, all of the chimps would have been loose in the visitors area and I would have found them. If I had walked there instead of driving, which I usually did, I would have been there with 23 escaped chimps and no car.
Sometime, I’ll tell you about the lion. That one is better, possibly, and much more like Jurassic Park.
20 thoughts on “Four Mares No Money Blog Hop: Fears”
Fuck. That. No.
Monkeys are terrifying.
Flat out fucking terrifying.
I’m off to hide now.
Glad you’re alive.
And they didn’t eat you.
I’m literally sweating in fear.
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LOL Austen!! I have to say, my time in Africa left me with a complete understanding of why animals poop when they’re scared. I did not soil myself but boy did I come close.
HOLY. CRAP. You had me on the edge of my seat with that one! But also, how freakin’ cool that that was your JOB. I always wondered what I would be doing now if I had majored in zoology instead of horses… Glad the chimps didn’t beat you up!
Absolutely the coolest job ever, and I would not trade it for anything. I would do it again any day, in a heart beat. I am SO glad they didn’t beat me up!
Sweet, 7 pound, 6 oz little baby Jesus…that must have been insane!!! Like a god damn horror movie. Was this at night too? Bc if it was that makes it all the more terrifying. x_x
No, DEFINITELY not at night. However, riverine forest can get quite dark (though I was between the forest and the plain honestly), and there was many a time in there (before and after that incident) that I heard rustling bushes and near about soiled myself. I was also in that area alone with a lioness once (I didn’t know she was there and the caregivers found me very quickly after finding her), and a leopard lived in there. Once, I saw the leopard’s kill stashed in a bush and when I went back to take pictures of it half an hour later it was gone.
Yeah, Africa was crazy. I loved it!
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I’m with Austen. NO PRIMATES THEY ARE CREEPY ASS BASTARDS.
Glad you came out ok.
And I dunno about in Africa, but here in the US there are some pretty terrifying stories about people getting mauled by “tame” chimps and that is not something I ever want to experience.
Those mauling stories are horrifying. I think that, per capita, fewer people in Africa are hurt by primates than in the US, even though they’re all around. (Well, if you exclude chimps kidnapping babies when their mothers leave them alone in the forest…) I think this is, in large part, due to the fact that in Africa primates are not kept as pets for very long (sad tuba — usually the end up as food) and people are much more used to having primates around. Those primates that end up as pets in the US are totally crazier than the ones in Africa too, and inevitably when they escape they know how to use knives/guns/cars and people try to force them to do things and then it all goes south. So yeah… it’s just all bad news bears and I obviously have a lot of feelings on the matter!
Meat-eating primates are terrifying. Way scarier than any other animal ever, other than, of course, people. My eyes just kept getting wider and wider as I read this.
In West Africa there are groups of chimps that hunt with spears. They make spears, and hunt other small primates with them. They are astonishing.
Hate primates. Hate hate. Terrifying. They are not cute. They are not pets. They are dangerous!
DEFINITELY not pets!!! Preach.
I used to work alongside cougars, grizzlies, black bears, etc and had a couple of scary encounters, but they still don’t overly worry me.
Chimps though? I almost couldn’t read your post. I’d be pooping my pants! Chimps for the win, orcas second (they chased our boat and scared me and I hold a big grudge), sharks third. That’s where all my nightmares come from 🙂
Yeah you know, as unpredictable as the big cats are, there’s just something about chimps that’s tougher. Especially captive ones. Love ’em though!
One of my favorite shows was Escape To Chimp Eden. My hubs and I would just marvel at the strength and smarts of the chimp, and wonder what the hell that guy was doing in the enclosure with them. So fascinating, but yes, please stay over there. In your enclosure. I mean it.
Escape to Chimp Eden was FANTASTIC! Such a great show to demonstrate the plight of primates (and wildlife) across Africa. Definitely did NOT agree with the show’s and the dude’s decision to go in the enclosure with the chimps — very risky and sends the wrong message to stupid people (look! I can do this and it’s safe!). However, overall, good show. I definitely stay INSIDE my enclosure!!
omg – that’s an absolutely terrifying nightmare situation! good job with the quick thinking to run away! i worked at a zoo for a while (in the ticketing booth, not as a keeper) and in slow hours we’d muse about which animals would be scariest if they got loose. it was never the tigers or panthers or even the rhinos and elephants – it was always the primates…. *shudder*
I went back and read this since you linked it from today’s post and I don’t think I realized before how much there would be to fear from them – maybe too much Planet of the Apes in the lab scene? I know about their teeth and their strength, but I guess I didn’t realize that they would want to hurt us. I’ll go back to my bubble now. 🙂
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It’s really such a complicated issue. One or maybe even two chimps are probably not interested in hurting you, because there’s so much more stuff to do! But what they probably DO want is the stuff you have on you — food (obviously), electronics, even clothing are great toys for them. But when you start adding more chimps to the equation it becomes very “us vs them” and mob mentality takes over. And then you add in the human behavior — anything you do could offend a chimp and their response to that is to treat you like they would treat a chimp that offended them! I have been around escaped chimps and felt perfectly safe before, but I’ve also run like hell so… you know. Complex. Still love them though!